退一步
海闊天空

將自己的視野擴闊一點
可能會發現更多沒有想過的出路

坐在課室的角落
在討論Project Outline 的時候
嘆了一句：「唉... 我唔想做啊...」

想不通究竟我是讀英文讀傳理讀General BBA讀Marketing定係讀Fashion
不知怎的要我們寫一個Marketing proposal
而那個Marketing proposal 是極之麻鬼煩
明明好地地City 都有Marketing 的人
但硬要我們去學去寫去交功課
算了
又在討論的過程中發現要做Fashion Comm 的功課
還要在下午五時前交
但很有趣的地方是我們一組五人沒有一個人知要做
很叻仔
匆匆落去Information space
匆啊匆啊匆
左看一個BMW
右看一個Hermes
前看一個Audi
後看一個Giorgio Armani
然後把他們聯想在一起
天啊
我是讀英文不是來讀Fashion Brands 的好嗎？
放學後再來一個Fashion Walk site visit
好多牌子都唔識囉
不如咁
其實Fashion Comm 個course 應該跟我們來個正音行動
教我們讀對那些字
是不是跟貼合一個英文系學生的需要？

其實我說的都錯了
正確來說我不是讀英文的
我是讀專業英語傳意
又要專業又要英語又要傳意
所以
我讀完可能會繼續一舊飯
我讀完不等於英文會好左
但必然注定與城大截的士那處的「四不像」一樣咁四不像。

給我一點時間一點空間

讓我好好把一切都想清想楚

放不低。

I'm not really in mood of doing ANYTHING

But actually I have a number of things to do

I gotta finish the personal statement for my ASSIP application
I have to prepare a speech for roll call sharing in my old school next Wednesday
I need to finish the CCIV discussion by next Friday

And you know what
Tonnes of readings are waiting for me again in this semester
I know I must read them all
Especially after the 1-hr online class in the Wimba classroom with NO IDEAS what the others were talking about

Read and write
I like them if I am not forced to
but for sure hate them if they are just some missions to be completed

Sigh...
Really not motivated to do the above-mentioned stuff

What a frustrating life